I'm considering myself strong just 'cuz I wont let you in - but in the end, who gets what she want?
- I seem to be careless when it comes to you
according to all the others you're the last person that I would care about
- If you pass by, I ignore you
If you're paying attention to me just for a second, I stare back kind of absent
If your name comes up I just laugh a little and throw out some snappish comment
But honestly, there's nothing else in the world that I want more than you
I don't know If I should call myself strong for resisting my feelings for you
- or If I'm just the girl behind that wont get a thing from you just because of her stupidity
I may be able to have you in my arms, but I wont let myself either way
It's called learn to live with it

Satisfaction.
Swimming in the ocean in December - frozen as hell but at least I got a laugh for life
Waking up in N.Y-city surrounded by kids, dogs and homelss people with the question "What happend yesterday?"
Having the feeling that nothing else in this world could make me more happy than just HIM
Coming home from a vacacation and feeling satisfied and refilled all over again
Partying with your best-friends in Greece and appreciate everything in your life
Watching the kids in Africa starve and just know that your life-view changed
Succeeding with something almost impossible att work and just feeling successful


